Here we go again

Well Poor Mr Beebs is now looking at castration after 10 years of having his testicles .Apparently his prostate is 10 times its normal size and its infected. What concerns me is his heart. When we were in Georgia they called in a cardiologist because there was something going on. How many operations can and should this dog have? He's been through so much already and if he died on the table over a swollen prostate I'd be heart broken.He could be in pain though and so its a quality of life issue.Oh boy...anyone who thinks a family pet is property is living in an alternate reality. I have had so many emotional ups and downs over his situation not to mention the financial aspects. Well I'll pray about it and perhaps get a clear answer...he deserves to live pain free.